Lost in thought

First off… I know I will get to Christmas soon, but I can’t stop thinking about this. My friend Joni has had me pondering hard the last couple of days (click here to see why). Well as some of you know I don’t do really well on diets and since I had Paisyn I haven’t been able to drop the last 10 pounds. I know some of you may think. It’s only 10 pounds; well it’s not just the pounds I want to drop. I need to make a life change for the entire family. I feel like when I’m not happy with my health it hurts everyone. My body most likely will never be the same and I may never get back to my old weight, but I need to be healthier. So with that said, I’m going to start keeping a journal of what I eat each day. To make it harder I want to see if any of you want to do this with me?? Monday we will email each other of how we did and give each other ideas. I’m competitive and figure if I have someone that I’m accountable to tell each week how I have done then I will do better. Let me know what you think.

Also on another note, do you ever just sit back and look at all you have?? I have been hit hard today. I found myself the last couple of months thinking we made a mistake in moving back. I think of all we had in Arizona, but we have so much more here. I’m grateful for my loving husband, our beautiful daughter, family and the gospel. Kenny is such a hard worker and we have been so blessed. Thanks babe for all the sacrifices you make for our little family.